21.7.09

Anonymous Emails Received at Night

dEUS: «My Little Contessa» [mp3]
Subject: The guilt of Christopher S. Nicholson
From: Your Consciousness (your@consciousness.com)
Sent: 27 January 2006 20:18:15
To: [email address withheld]

got more than one girlfriend? got several sexual relations going? been dishonest with money or work ?

I know about you Mr Nicholson and unfortunately you're playing around too many people. if you want all things good to stay good and live happily, you have to change and the first thing to do is to stop messing people around immediately and end all games you're playing and start being faithful to those in your close surrounding and honest and consequent to all others who you abuse for your holiday.

It's not alright that you travel into other central european countries smoothtalking innocent women, nor is it alright to be pretentious and pretend to intellectually praised with wisdom. On the same note your academic affairs are to be seriously reflected on, don't you think? you cannot keep going with this constant manipulation. Don't lead someone around by the nose, whom you are not even planning to get serious with or were you really going to make that person believe you would move into a country where you don't even speak the language ? or would you dare to lure her out of a place where she could really attempt a serious carreer ? Haven't you done enough damage? You have already managed to seperate lovers from one another with your random affairs. You have already comitted serious plagarism and you have manipulated enough people. Enough betrayal, start removing your guilt.

If you don't discover insight, the consequences will haunt you on your next trip and yes, please be aware that your change of consciousness should stay disclosed. I am trying to help you and to be free from guilt involves making changes towards the positive, not sharing stories that will worsen your position. Just start being honest with people, tell them the truth, apologise and resign without further discussion.

kindest regards,

xxx someone who managed to change....

The Monastery Of Gyütö, Tibet: «Le Grand noir (Mahākāla)» (excerpt) [mp3]
Subject: Last warning to be free from guilt
From: Your Consciousness (your@consciousness.com)
Sent: 27 January 2006 22:54:20
To: [email address withheld]

Last chance Mr Nicholson,

got more than one girlfriend? got several sexual relations going? been dishonest with money or work ?

I know about you Mr Nicholson and unfortunately you're playing around too many people. if you want all things good to stay good and live happily, you have to change and the first thing to do is to stop messing people around immediately and end all games you're playing and start being faithful to those in your close surrounding and honest and consequent to all others who you abuse for your holiday.

It's not alright that you travel into other central european countries smoothtalking innocent women, nor is it alright to be pretentious and pretend to be intellectually praised with wisdom. On the same note your academic affairs are to be seriously reflected on, don't you think? you cannot keep going with this constant manipulation. Don't lead someone around by the nose, whom you are not even planning to get serious with or were you really going to make that person believe you would move into a country where you don't even speak the language ? or would you dare to lure her out of a place where she could really attempt a serious carreer ? Haven't you done enough damage? You have already managed to seperate lovers from one another with your random affairs. You have already comitted serious plagarism and you have manipulated enough people. Enough betrayal, start removing your guilt.

If you don't discover insight, the consequences will haunt you on your next trip and yes, please be aware that your change of consciousness should stay disclosed. I am trying to help you and to be free from guilt involves making changes towards the positive, not sharing stories that will worsen your position. Just start being honest with people, tell them the truth, apologise and resign without further discussion.

kindest regards,

xxx someone who managed to change....

Blind Willie Johnson: «Can't Nobody Hide from God» [mp3]
Subject: sorry Christopher
From: Your Consciousness (your@consciousness.com)
Sent: 28 January 2006 01:25:50
To: [email address withheld]

I'm afraid I have heard that if you're not able to take the right steps, you will not have a very long time left of happiness and health. A curse may plague you and will become a very unsuccessful and lonely person. You will continue your drug consumption and accidently consume something that will make you fall even deeper and into a hole in which all your attractiveness and charm will disappear. You will suffer damage to the brain and become very dependant on help and charity which you will get just as little as all others who have been punished with suffering for their betrayals and sinfull lives.

Your only chance is to become a good person. Abstain from all drug and illegal activity. Return to your family in Norway and settle down to a life with nationhood, marriage, children and loyality, faith in god in all his awe and righteousness and the belief that if you live as a peaceful and homely person, your place in the next life will be secured and your safety in this life as well, rest assured, but only if you do so sooner rather than later.

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