28.7.09

Rare or Unreleased 23: Hermann Nitsch

Hermann Nitsch: «Stierschlachtung/Ausweldung» [mp3]

For many of us, the ever-looming, impending inevitability of our existence—which is the end of it—is scrupulously hidden from us. Covered in newspaper, as it were, since even the morbid images in the world news section transform violence and death into an abstraction. Intimation of death is avoided in the everyday through such mechanisms as anonymously presented, bloodless supermarket meat products, resembling a plastic that leaves no trace of the life lost in a brutality that's perfectly mundane and ordinary, however distant and alien it seems to the modern mind. The more we increase our consumption of blood, the more we hide our thirst for it. To complete our denial we lobby for animal rights and try to extend the political correctness that gives us our false sense of security to the natural world. We try to defeat death, not through the vicarious, cathartic and brutally honest rituals of old, but through sheer willful unawareness.

Other predators kill their prey without thought, whereas for us who are aware of our own mortality, murder—at least initially (before we're inured to it)—leads to thoughts of our own death. And the more we hypocritically get others to do the dirty work for us, the more we're shocked—equally hypocritically—when we're confronted with the acts we're paying specialists (butchers, soldiers, executioners) to perform, so that we may indulge in our silly and insipid romanticisms.

The fruits of the Enlightenment—of secularity, rationality, science—is sterilising humanity by erasing all rites and ceremonies that connect with unreasonable desires and unconscious grapplings with reality, such as the way we deal—often irrationally—with the capacity we've been cruelly equipped with to reflect on our own demise. Man's laws abolish those things that confront our morality but cannot be clearly and easily rationalised by the pragmatic mind. (Thus war, which serves a series of obvious purposes, is legal, whereas certain violent religious rituals, often confusing, are being forbidden, one by one, until all that remains are habitual church ceremonies full of crackers and a sip of wine, the real significance of which is lost on us.)

This is all connected with our futile attempts at denying the existence of the chaos that we're made from, and which inevitably defeats every one of us. Reason can only deal with it by psychologically denying and lawfully forbidding it, whereas certain cosmologies and religions—knowing we're at its mercy—interact with it. And so Hermann Nitsch—the infamous Actionist painter and performance artist, formerly transgressive and a criminal, but by now the toast of the Austrian cultural elite—tries to inject with his art some way of dealing with the chaos that reason cannot order.

In 2004, from 30 July to 2 August, Nitsch staged one of his Orgies-Mysteries Theatre plays at his castle in Prinzendorf, Austria. Although, being a painter, Nitsch directed his «play» to consist of a series of elaborately arranged and rather repetitive, symbolically laden tableaux (rather than a dramatic play, with plot and dialogue), the photos from the performance don't do the experience justice. The overwhelming smell of blood, as the Freudian anal expulsive, pagan retro quasi-rites were performed from dawn 'til dusk—below a merciless sun, intestines eviscerated in marinades of blood and sperm, over and over again—did something to the repressed and spoilt modern mind, so used to indulging in fantasies devoid of all the little things that awaken our baser nature, thought of as «ugly» or terrifying.

And then there's the music, performed by scores of choristers, symphonic string and brass players, organists and percussionists, hired for the occasion (and seemingly surprised at the spectacle, some bewildered and disbelieving, others slightly tickled). The music never stopped, nor were there usually any discernible melodies as such. It only varied in intensity, and its atonal nature—reminiscent of horror scores—provided the proceedings with the integral atmosphere of transgressing taboos, without which we'd have been quickly inured to the repetitive acts of violence (which, after all, is in our nature). Perhaps the perfect image of Nitsch's intention—not captured on camera—was the sight of the virgin white swans patrolling the courtyard, oblivious to what we experience as «shocking», drinking matter-of-factly from the pools of blood that had collected during the course of the day. The more horrific, the more beautiful; the more beautiful, the more doomed. As all the insides are taken out and mixed, crushed, jumbled, kneaded and finally eaten, life and death intermingle indistinguishably. It's that banal, but it doesn't get more basic than that—or more poignant, to mortal beings like ourselves.

So, to convey something more than mere images (so easily abstract), here's a rare piece of music, performed at Nitsch's 1984 staging of the Orgies-Mysteries Theatre during the climactic slaughtering of the bull. It's after this that the terror of death is replaced with a celebration of life, with everyone eating the sacrificed pigs and bulls and getting into the wine, the atonal classical music replaced by that of a local umpapa band. Rumour has it that after every staging of the play at Nitsch's castle the artist has to pay local farmers compensation for the damage done to their fields, as people high on the fumes of blood and drunk on the free-flowing wine finally take to the corn, to celebrate life in a way about as objectively ugly as the brutal meditation on death only a few hours before…

For those shocked or provoked by Nitsch's imagery, please take a look at Georges Franju's classic documentary, Le Sang des bêtes (1949), before you let your knee jerk:



Worse things are done, every day, on an industrial scale infinitely more cold and calculating than a feast that explores what is happening and what we're doing, as we're doing it. Only a cowardly hypocrite looks away or turns to vegetables—or cheese:
In our time… the slaughterhouse is cursed and quarantined like a plague-ridden ship. Now, the victims of this curse are neither butchers nor beasts, but those same good folk who countenance, by now, only their own unseemliness, an unseemliness commensurate with an unhealthy need of cleanliness, with irascible meanness, and boredom. The curse (terrifying only to those who utter it) leads them to vegetate as far as possible from the slaughterhouse, to exile themselves, out of propriety, to a flabby world in which nothing fearful remains and in which, subject to the ineradicable obsession of shame, they are reduced to eating cheese. (Georges Bataille, «Abbatoir», Documents 6, 1929)
Not to end on a down note, here's another piece of music that seems quite fitting—«Calvary Scars» (live) [mp3] by Deerhunter:
Crucified on a cross in front of all my closest friends
Crucified on a cross (in front)
Crucified by my hero who supplies the cross and nails
Crucified with backstage passes

21.7.09

Anonymous Emails Received at Night

dEUS: «My Little Contessa» [mp3]
Subject: The guilt of Christopher S. Nicholson
From: Your Consciousness (your@consciousness.com)
Sent: 27 January 2006 20:18:15
To: [email address withheld]

got more than one girlfriend? got several sexual relations going? been dishonest with money or work ?

I know about you Mr Nicholson and unfortunately you're playing around too many people. if you want all things good to stay good and live happily, you have to change and the first thing to do is to stop messing people around immediately and end all games you're playing and start being faithful to those in your close surrounding and honest and consequent to all others who you abuse for your holiday.

It's not alright that you travel into other central european countries smoothtalking innocent women, nor is it alright to be pretentious and pretend to intellectually praised with wisdom. On the same note your academic affairs are to be seriously reflected on, don't you think? you cannot keep going with this constant manipulation. Don't lead someone around by the nose, whom you are not even planning to get serious with or were you really going to make that person believe you would move into a country where you don't even speak the language ? or would you dare to lure her out of a place where she could really attempt a serious carreer ? Haven't you done enough damage? You have already managed to seperate lovers from one another with your random affairs. You have already comitted serious plagarism and you have manipulated enough people. Enough betrayal, start removing your guilt.

If you don't discover insight, the consequences will haunt you on your next trip and yes, please be aware that your change of consciousness should stay disclosed. I am trying to help you and to be free from guilt involves making changes towards the positive, not sharing stories that will worsen your position. Just start being honest with people, tell them the truth, apologise and resign without further discussion.

kindest regards,

xxx someone who managed to change....

The Monastery Of Gyütö, Tibet: «Le Grand noir (Mahākāla)» (excerpt) [mp3]
Subject: Last warning to be free from guilt
From: Your Consciousness (your@consciousness.com)
Sent: 27 January 2006 22:54:20
To: [email address withheld]

Last chance Mr Nicholson,

got more than one girlfriend? got several sexual relations going? been dishonest with money or work ?

I know about you Mr Nicholson and unfortunately you're playing around too many people. if you want all things good to stay good and live happily, you have to change and the first thing to do is to stop messing people around immediately and end all games you're playing and start being faithful to those in your close surrounding and honest and consequent to all others who you abuse for your holiday.

It's not alright that you travel into other central european countries smoothtalking innocent women, nor is it alright to be pretentious and pretend to be intellectually praised with wisdom. On the same note your academic affairs are to be seriously reflected on, don't you think? you cannot keep going with this constant manipulation. Don't lead someone around by the nose, whom you are not even planning to get serious with or were you really going to make that person believe you would move into a country where you don't even speak the language ? or would you dare to lure her out of a place where she could really attempt a serious carreer ? Haven't you done enough damage? You have already managed to seperate lovers from one another with your random affairs. You have already comitted serious plagarism and you have manipulated enough people. Enough betrayal, start removing your guilt.

If you don't discover insight, the consequences will haunt you on your next trip and yes, please be aware that your change of consciousness should stay disclosed. I am trying to help you and to be free from guilt involves making changes towards the positive, not sharing stories that will worsen your position. Just start being honest with people, tell them the truth, apologise and resign without further discussion.

kindest regards,

xxx someone who managed to change....

Blind Willie Johnson: «Can't Nobody Hide from God» [mp3]
Subject: sorry Christopher
From: Your Consciousness (your@consciousness.com)
Sent: 28 January 2006 01:25:50
To: [email address withheld]

I'm afraid I have heard that if you're not able to take the right steps, you will not have a very long time left of happiness and health. A curse may plague you and will become a very unsuccessful and lonely person. You will continue your drug consumption and accidently consume something that will make you fall even deeper and into a hole in which all your attractiveness and charm will disappear. You will suffer damage to the brain and become very dependant on help and charity which you will get just as little as all others who have been punished with suffering for their betrayals and sinfull lives.

Your only chance is to become a good person. Abstain from all drug and illegal activity. Return to your family in Norway and settle down to a life with nationhood, marriage, children and loyality, faith in god in all his awe and righteousness and the belief that if you live as a peaceful and homely person, your place in the next life will be secured and your safety in this life as well, rest assured, but only if you do so sooner rather than later.

20.7.09

Tonguing Meaning 3: Matt Burt

Deathprod. vs. the Death Dwarf: «Albino Monkey Organgrinder in the City of Lights» [mp3]

Back in 'Tache Town for a couple of weeks, I thought I'd post something Trondheim once had to offer the world (but which the world ignored).

In 1997, dBut Records released the now out-of-print various artists comp Det norske hus. (The Oslo Agreement upon international release.) Besides various branches of the Origami Republika anarcho-collective (Galaktika and Teknika), the album featured Jaga Jazzist and once-hyped Norwegian electro acts such as Palace Of Pleasure, Perculator and Sternklang. Naturally, the sleeve was designed by Kim Hiorthøy.

But the real gem was the last track, credited to «Deathprod. vs. the Death Dwarf». This is obviously a collaboration between Helge Sten and Trondheim's resident expat American dictaphone poet, the self-deprecating shorty Matt Burt, reciting something that sounds unmistakably like passages penned by William S. Burroughs (probably from Naked Lunch, possibly The Soft Machine).

It's only after your mind has drifted off to Burt's monotonous Burroughs impression and the minimalist drones of Deathprod. that you notice a sudden change of tone. The contrived deadpan drops from Burt's voice, and you awaken to realise that the words now come from a different place altogether. No longer the cold satire of the sci-fi junkie straight out of Surrealist Hell, after about nine minutes Burt starts reciting his own material, tacking it onto the end of Burroughs' hypnotic gibberish, as if bashfully wishing no one would notice his awkward confession, or else hiding it behind another's stoic work, secretly ashamed at the self-pitying soft core at the heart of his own, thus sabotaging his own attempt at communication.

But the communique's truthful, it's honest, and the words nail the meaning they seek to convey right on the head. And although Burroughs' words are hilarious («What in God's green earth do these telecommunications transvestites think they're doing?!»), it's not until Burt's turn that «Albino Monkey Organgrinder in the City of Lights» is injected with sincerity and an emotional nerve that's hooked into the mainline of everdyay reality, rather than into the abstract, comic nightmare of a hallucinating, cock hungry junkie on the run.
Tragedy teaches us that the objects of our contemplation—ourselves, each other, our world—are more diverse than we had imagined, and that what we have in common is a dangerous propensity for overrating our power to comprehend that diversity.
When the assumption that we have very much in common with each other is rejected by Burt as an illusion, his statement—being an attempt at communication, at meeting another mind—is a contradiction in terms. Because if it were true, would it make sense to utter it? Would anyone even understand it? To whom is he speaking? Then again, if you do understand it—do identify with it—perhaps that's simply because what little we have in common is precisely how little we have in common…

Whatever the case, the bottomless solitude Burt touches upon—hemmed in as it is by our limited empathy—remains, both for Burt and for the listener… But at least there's some sort of consolation: You're not alone in being alone.

Whatever that's good for.

14.7.09

Net Nuggets 14: One to Watch

Colin Caulfield: Rainwater File Sharing [.zip]

Colin Caulfield is some kind of YouTube wunderkind straight outta the suburbs. I'm assuming. His obvious influences are Deerhunter, Animal Collective and bears Panda and Grizzly. He seems to be a middle class US teen (early 20-something?) uploading covers of said artists onto YouTube, occasionally making it one of his original compositions instead.



As anyone who's ever witnessed a teen drama series or been subjected to the music of, say, Avril Lavigne or Jason Mraz or Marilyn Manson will know, when it comes to cultural product there are certain middle class suburb trappings. (I'm reminded of the story of how no-nonsense working class geezer Mark E. Smith simply instructed a new incarnation of the Fall to play «not like Radiohead.») Thankfully, privileged teens are—for the time being, at least—blessed with far more musically interesting hipster artists than back when I belonged to the same demographic (when, embarrassingly, we lapped up silliness like Nirvana, Pearl Jam, et al.). At least Caulfield's inspired by sonic adventurers like Animal Collective.

Although you could say Caulfield's originals are as derivative as his covers remain faithful, they don't come across derivative in a calculating sense. You know, that «let's-all-grow-beards-and-sport-flannel-and-begin-singing-whimsical-lyrics-in-harmony» oppor-tunism of someone like Fleet Foxes, who—along with the Monkees, Pearl Jam, Muse, Coldplay, etc.—only end up sounding like they've never had sex.

I don't know if Colin Caulfield has had sex, but his warm & fuzzy front lawn psychedelia is soothing, and really quite beautiful. It's reminiscent of whileing away days with a group of friends, indulging yourselves in the bourgeois luxury of «expanding your consciousness» on some lazy summer's day, while your folks are away and you have the house to yourself. Ah, th'innocence! The privilege! Spoilt Victorian children all…

I digress. These are all the mp3s I found of Caulfield's. (For more songs, check out his YouTube channel.) The majority of these tracks are covers, but although similar in style, they're not covers-by-numbers by any means. (His talents for arranging and producing are evident. Bradford Cox even preferred Caulfield's version of «Rainwater Cassette Exchange» to his own original.) But perhaps the most noteworthy track here is one of Caulfield's own.

«Do» sounds a lot like his influences (the kind of backwards phrased melody that Panda Bear specialises in). Yet what it lacks in originality the song makes up for in sincere simplicity—a light and tender sense of melody that you'd have to be one cold hearted, ghetto proletarian sumbitch to withstand. I wouldn't want to say anything rash, but this track almost makes me happy to be alive!

Once Caulfield has snatched the tricks of the trade from underneath the noses of his idols—and he's well on his way—and worked those influences out of his system somewhat (and once life's had its way with him a little), we'll probably be hearing stellar stuff from this kid.

For now, relive the protected innocence of your privileged youth. Rewind that blasé bitterness, please, as you pop these tracks into the mp3 player of your choice. Before summer's over!


  1. Winter's Love (Animal Collective cover)
  2. Bro's/Carrots (Panda Bear covers)
  3. Do (original)
  4. Rainwater Cassette Exchange (Deerhunter cover)
  5. Knees (original)
  6. Thoughts (original)
  7. Doggy (Animal Collective cover)
  8. I Remember Learning How to Dive (Animal Collective cover)

13.7.09

Rare or Unreleased 22: Tropicália

Apparently, artists don't enjoy the public freely sharing their work, so before I've cheated the people enriching my life of more than just half a sandwich and the Internet hordes come a-lootin' an' a-downloadin', I'm removing all the stuff you could just as well buy on mp3 or CD from someone who doesn't ask an extortionate price on eBay, Amazon Marketplace or some other secondhand bazaar…

A while back I posted a couple of sprawling rants about Tropicália, with a primer of its music sprinkled with a few rare gems here and there. Here are the rarities from those compilations, for those who didn't get them the first time (everyone should hear «Prá chatear» at least once):

RARE TROPICALISM [.zip]

1. Ronnie Von & Caetano Veloso: «Prá chatear»
(Get song info here.)
2. Tom Zé & os Versáteis: «Parque industrial»
(Song info here.)
3. Nara Leão: «Mamãe, coragem»
(Song info here.)
4. Claudette Soares: «Deus vos salve esta casa santa»
(Song info here.)
5. Caetano Veloso & os Mutantes: «É proibido proibir»
(Song info here.)
6. Caetano Veloso: «The Empty Boat» (TG 25% stereo mix)
(Song info here.)

12.7.09

Net Nuggets 13: Someday the Last Tree Is Going to Fall and Kill Us All

Larkin Grimm: Some songs, live on Spinning On Air [.zip]

A little Sunday listening for all you Toilet loiterers…

On 15 April 2007, New York radio station WNYC aired a special on Larkin Grimm, in which she performed eight of her songs. Here are four of them:

1. Get Naked with Me
I have never seen you without your clothes
It's one of many things you refuse to expose
That I'd like to see before you decompose
Get naked with me
Well, fucking is a race against time and mortality, in doomed defiance of death. For most songwriters (and audiences), however, it's far easier to view the beast with two backs as an act of sentimental, careless romance to be cherished as an expression of devotion between two individuals—as if losing control in fucking didn't reduce their individuality to nothing and expand their bodies into symbols of the entire human race (and perhaps even the very principle of Life—that force passing like a torch from one dying entity to the other, actually encountering Death only in passing, precisely in that transcendental act of rumpy-pumpy).

(As far as I know, there's no commercially available recording of this song.)


2. I Killed Someone (pt. 2)
Grimm's early style could sometimes be whimsically unrestrained and hysterical. Still, there's something about this track… Perhaps it's the way Grimm seems to burst wide open in spontaneous spurts of unconstrained, unself-conscious energy, almost unexpectedly, and without any intermediary stage…

(A more subdued version is available on The Last Tree.)


3. Pigeon Food
Well, I'll feed my heart to the pigeons
And they'll eat up every bite
And when they take off flying
I'll be soaring out of sight, boy
My heart will be so light

You think I caused your troubles
So you deny our love
But you'll never find a heart like mine
In a tame and cooing dove, boy
You'll never find a better love

I'll feed my soul to the roaches
Scurrying under your feet
And when you think you're all alone
I'll be crawling under your sheets, boy
Hiding under your sheets
One can only applaud Grimm's lack of self-consciousness, as love is shown here in all its psychotic, stalkerly lack of constraint. (Like Dusty Springfield said, «Spooky».) That emotional honesty suits the timelessness of the classic, old-timey melody and instrumentation perfectly. No fancy effects or attempts at originality here. Just simplicity, purity. That this song can't be dated is one of its great achievements.

(Available on debut album Harpoon.)


4. The Last Tree
Another classic for the ages, «The Last Tree» marries ancient, apocalyptic fears with the planet's present, precarious situation:
Someday the last tree is going to fall
And kill us all
Until then let's just pretend
That I'm alright
And you are alright
Even for nature lovers and tree huggers, there's no sanctuary from the inevitable. In the meantime, we can only pretend. And how sweet that can be, all of us trapped in our own lonely, but miraculous and magical consciousnesses whose boundaries we tend to fear, until we hear the reassuring words of someone unafraid:
Close your eyes and follow me
Into a world only I can see
And if I get lost there, don't wait for me
I'll be alright…
(Available on The Last Tree.)

11.7.09

Rare or Unreleased 21: Einstürzende Grundstück

Einstürzende Neubauten: Grundstück [.zip]

Today's view outside the Toilet Guppies HQ is rain on the construction work on the street below. So I'm suspending summer here on the blog, giving way to something industrial, man-made…

In 2004, garbage dump noise assault veterans Einstürzende Neubauten played a symbolically charged performance inside the former East German parliament, the Palace of the Republic, just before this monument to oppressive Communism was scheduled for demolition. (Just another revisionist event in Berlin's attempts at erasing certain architectural reminders from its collective memory.)

At the time, Neubauten were experimenting with ways of making a living from making music without being reliant on corporations to cover promotion, distribution, printing and other costs. They adopted the Internet porn model of website subscription, and recruited approximately 2,000 «supporters» who paid a one-off fee, not only in exchange for the CD that would result from the contributions, but also for the opportunity to witness the creative process (through regular webcasts) and sometimes the chance to provide feedback.

The first such experiment failed in its ultimate goal, as Neubauten had to cut their losses by making a deal with Mute Records to release the finished record—2004's Perpetuum Mobile. But «phase 2» of Neubauten's Supporter Project saw the experiment closing in on its goal, culminating in a CD released without the aid of a label. (The catch being that the edition was limited to the approximately 2,000 supporters only.) This CD, Grundstück, featured a five-part piece called, er, «Grundstück», in which live recordings from the Palace of the Republic performance were incorporated. At that performance, «supporters» had been invited to come down to Berlin a few days in advance of the show, to form a choir to be conducted by Neubauten. «Grundstück», then, is a kind of interactive piece, quite unique in the history of popular music.

After releasing Grundstück, Neubauten embarked on a parallel project to the Supporter Project, called Musterhaus. Musterhaus would consist of a series of CD releases (eight in total), released in the space of two years (in three-month intervals), for which buyers would have to subscribe, four CDs at a time. Musterhaus differed from the Supporter Project in that its music was supposed to be—and I quote—«experimental».

The seventh Musterhaus release was called Stimmen reste, and was a self-imposed restriction on the band to make music purely out of the human voice. Thus the piece «Kernstück» is a manipulated version of the choral work for the «Grundstück» section «Vox Populi».

The entire concept for «Grundstück» came from a song of the same name, created during the first phase of the Supporter Project (and available on Perpetuum Mobile). Here I've included the version of that song off the live album Prague Concert 2005, given away to supporters as a digital download, as well as the «Grundstück» piece featured on the neubauten.org supporter-only album Grundstück (the record features another four, separate songs), and the aforementioned «Kernstück»:
  1. Grundstück (live in Prague)
  2. GS 1
  3. GS 2
  4. Unseasonable Weather
  5. GS 3
  6. Vox Populi
  7. November/Sie lächelt
  8. Kernstück
Finally, for those who, like me, don't understand German, here are English translations of the lyrics:
Floor Piece

What am I seeking in your dreams?
I'm not seeking
I'm cleaning up

What you once put to the left
I pile it up, it will still be used
I just clear it away

All the wasted opportunities
Now as they are useless
I also clear them away

What am I seeking in your dreams?
I'm not seeking
I'm just cleaning up

Now all the beasts turn up
Long in hiding but still present
Under the stories
Stories
Histories
Not easily chased away

What am I seeking in your dreams?
I'm not seeking...

Until I see your dreams shining in the dark

GS1

We are him and him and him and him and her
And him and her and her and her her her her her
When are they coming?
When are they coming?
When are they coming, those there-beyonders?
When are they coming, those other-siders?
Hidden and disheartened
The unhung saints
The useful prophets
Erudite proles
Nesting beneath our roots
Unspent optimists
Nihilists find grounds to
Contradict themselves
Contradictions once executed
Are cleared away
What tomorrow is becomes today
And will be yesterday the day after
We are...
We are many

When, the all but extinct?
When, those without blemish?
Those eternal children?
Driven from paradise?
Fleeing rootless?
Pied pipers, hoarse singers?
Heretics, lyricists, exiles?
Who knew each other from the past
When, the betrayed? Sold short?
The bamboozled? Wasted?
Under the influence? Underground?
Who nearly went under? Almost sunk?
Who've long since gone missing
In the cold ocean of tears
Those presumed drowned
Heave themselves on board again
Then sing on altogether: When?
What tomorrow is becomes today
And will be yesterday the day after
We are...
We are many

We are him and him and him and him and her
And her and her and her
We are many

When are they coming, the metallurgists?
When, the demiurges?
The defectors? The deserters?
The know-all heavy-duty litters?
Do-it-yourselfers? Nutters? Welders?
Just tighten up the nuts
Truthpickers
World menders
Start the machine
Abandon the ruin
Radical tunnel builders?
Mining fetishists?
Networking subversives?
Ground-breakers break-uppers
Remaining family?
What tomorrow is becomes today
And will be yesterday the day after
We are...
We are many

GS2

We have come
To collect the gifts

Unseasonable Weather

We bunker
We bunker

Catastrophes thunder outside
Megacryometeors
Permanent November

We bunker
We hoard
We dig in for later on

We hope we will remember
Where the heart of the matter is

GS3

We are the last
Stranded hounded
And again it's like it was
Again it is bleak and empty

We draw the splinters from our wounds
The planks from our eyes
And peer at least beyond our abyss
Into fathomlessness worldwide

We speak of the miracles
Still safely buried
Beneath our skullscapes

We are the last
Stranded wounded
Each and every one in his dreams
Disturbed and awoken:

I had a dream
Not a single man can say
What my dream was
To me it seemed I was
To me it seemed I had
The eye does not hear it
The ear did not see it
The hands cannot taste it
The tongue cannot grasp
The heart cannot repeat
What my dream was

Vox Populi

I wish some of my contemporaries were
Precisely that: conned, temporarily

November

The gown is in tatters with the seams
Beneath clear to see
It is stretched so taut, the stitching
Can hardly hold it
The cloth is embroidered
With avarice and greed
Each single section sewn together
With threads of lies
It is threadbare!

He who wears it bears it
But could tear it to shreds in rage
It is a shroud
It is a business suit
Turned inside out
The seams laid bare
Whoever sewed it thus
And why is it now no matter
It is threadbare!

We further unstitch the seams
Tear out the lining

We see what holds the different parts
Inside together
The whole thing is nothing more than a rag
It no longer means the world
It is threadbare!

She Smiles

She smiles
She smiles
In a godless moment
Suspended into the world
Perpendicular
As a plumb line
She knows and she smiles
She smiles and knows
A simple cut
A simple cut
Cut

10.7.09

Tonguing Meaning 2: Charlie Kaufman

Charlie Kaufman: Hope Leaves the Theater [mp3]

On 13 May 2005, Sirius Radio recorded two audio plays, performed in front of a live audience in London's Royal Festival Hall. The first was written by the Coen Brothers, the other by Charlie Kaufman. The music was composed and conducted by Carter Burwell and played by the Parabola Ensemble, with foley artist Marko Costanzo stealing the show as he manually (magically!) provided sound effects centre stage, behind the reciting stars. The Coen Brothers' Sawbones featured Steve Buscemi, John Goodman, Philip Seymour Hoffman, Marcia Gay Harden, John Slattery and Brooke Smith; Kaufman's Hope Leaves the Theater was performed by Hope Davis, Meryl Streep and Peter Dinklage (with a cameo by Philip Seymour Hoffman).

Even for a Kaufman script, meta references abound—not worlds within worlds (although there's that too) as much as different layers or types of meta reference. The entire thing's not really neurotic (in that classic New York City sense) as much as it plays on (and lovingly parodies) it. And despite the convoluted cleverness, shot with compulsive bursts of sarcasm, somehow some kind of sincerity survives (in large part thanks to Burwell's score).

Fuck it. I'm not going to write about writing that's far superior to whatever I'd manage to write about it. Just download the damn thing. It's funny. And it's free.

2.7.09

Net Nuggets 12: Tonite, Live in Oslo—the Dodos!

The Dodos: Daytrotter Sessions [.zip]

Daytrotter takes the old radio session concept to the Internet, generously making various indie bands' exclusive promo recordings available as free mp3s on its website. A lot of it's the same old college-folk insignificance, but every once in a while a superb act stops by their studio, sometimes even twice. Like the Dodos, who happen to be playing in Oslo tonight!

So if you're not sure whether you should make the minimal effort of dragging your arse down to Revolver in order to check the band out (for a mere 130 kroner), dispel your doubts by having a listen to the Dodos' two live-without-an-audience Daytrotter sessions, with songs from both Beware of the Maniacs and last year's Visiter. (I especially recommend «Horny Hippies» and the slow rendition of «The Ball»:)
  1. Jodi
  2. Paint the Rust
  3. Men
  4. Horny Hippies
  5. Undeclared
  6. Red and Purple
  7. Eyelids
  8. The Ball
  9. It's That Time Again